Where is My Miracle?
Lord, I need your help! I don’t know what to do.
My husband (ex now) had suffered another devastating bought of depression. He had not been able to work for 9 months. This was a crisis, without a doubt. I did all that I could in order to put one foot in front of another each day. I continued to pray, asking for a miracle.
I had no idea how we would be able to pay the bills again this month even though I was working 3 jobs now. I had to trust God to provide for us in a way I had not had to before.
I wish this crisis had a happily ever after …. the depression lifted but we continued to struggle. I did the best I could to obey the Lord and repay all that we had borrowed.
Eventually I was able pay off the mountain of debt we accumulated but it was not without 5 years of hard work. It would have been nice if the miracle had come and I didn’t have to pay the price of our choices. That just isn’t how God works most of the time. He did continue to be faithful. I am thankful His presence was never absent in this crisis or the many more to come.